Freedom!!!

I think that I may be getting addicted to the idea that you (the empty space that makes up the Internet) are listening and care to hear what I think.  

Or maybe the freedom to write whatever comes to mind and not have it lost in the back of an old note book makes this more appealing.  Although all of that was true when I first started trying to "blog" and was unsuccessful do to lack of interest.  So, what has compelled me to go on?  I think that it is a....healthy understanding that it is OK to be confused or ignorant or lost.  The idea that I don't have to have it all together is a fairly recent understanding that I have achieved.  I like it here because it is not my responsibility to know all or be "good" it is my job to let things happen and respond as my playbook shows me to.  I like leaving it up to the coach (that really dumbs down His role but you get the idea).  I am free.